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My name is ANG.ZHILIN.Turning 18 this year.Loving heartofGodchurch and D5.studying in nyjc 0832! |
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Loss
it's officially 35 days to A level. i think i kinda remember the days i countdown to O level.had GP tuition on friday, which made me cant go to marina barrage with D5. but the teacher gave us a compre passage, which is deep but good how many things have we lost in our lives. precious or not, tangible or not.. and each time we lose, human are always overwhelmed by emotions.. be it sadness or anger.. that is what some of us hate the most. to be under the control of our emotions. losses re-shape our lives, change our mindset, make us different again. is it human nature never to cherish and treasure. even if we have lose so many things in just one lifetime. and that we need to take deliberate actions to cherish, laziness sometimes cause us to forget. it's more impt to handle losses instead to prevent. because simply, there are just somethings you cant prevent. to stay in the safe zone, some people prepare their hearts to lose. they thought off the results beforehand... prepare their hearts and mind, to lessen the impact. be it a relationship or competition, they have a plan B in mind. i don like life staying in the safe zone. because life its all about taking risks and challenges. but it is practical to prepare their heart first isnt it.. but life will just be simple, bland, and... just it. no ups. no downs. today yesterday tomorrow is the same. maybe, i will choose to embrace it. because human are just afraid to lose. if we can open our mindset, knowing it is something bound to happen, and its part of life, will it be easier to handle losses? at that moment, just welcome depression. at that second, just cry your heart out. we just need the courage to face it, not the fear to escape from it. the Stoic thinkers advised to possess only what you dont mind losing. in this way, what is the point of possessing it. having something you dont love, the more you wont learn to treasure. stop clutching on apathy to cope with the high and lows. because this is the worst thing to do in life, not living to the fullest. all emotions are meant to be experienced. there will be no single soul who has not tasted sadness or happiness. if you are living, you wont be able to run away from any of the existing emotions. sometime, they might be the best things on earth because they are the factors that make your life up and down. 10 years down the road, when we look back into our lives, it's the high and lows that mark each stage of it. at 7 years old.. 16 years old.. 18 years old.. 21 years old... dont be so stubborn. somethings are meant to be let go. just let go. losing may mean gaining anyway. these emotions are temporary. but memories are forever. |