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My name is ANG.ZHILIN.Turning 18 this year.Loving heartofGodchurch and D5.studying in nyjc 0832! |
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Holding on. so cool. im watching tv and listening to music and talking on msn. so multi-task right. lucky my mom is asleep. =D This week is eventful man. hmmm. KTV, slacking at Ranford's house, CO camp, graduated from BMT, met Meiqi for lunch, cafe duty and more. during BMT, Pst How shared about sons/daughter of God vs servants. wosh. it showed me and taught me alot. how we should really look back to our walk with Him and change our character and attitude. at the very end of the day, it is all about God. all for Him. then, many of us graduated from BMT(A)! so cool. School seminar was awesome! the testimonies Pst Joakim shares never fails to blow me away and inspire me. it was certainly amazing to see how much faith the people have and see how our mighty God moves in His power. but we gotta put our inspirations into actions. having so much inspirations in our heart is nothing till we start to do something to turn inspirations into visions then into reality. i can never imagine what i am doing now. together with Fungqi, reaching out to the younger generations, never in my life i will ever thought of it. especially when i don't really talk much to my juniors last time, God put me in a position now talking to people much younger than me. like what Pst Joakim said, you find Jesus in the young generations. i thought back of how much i have encountered God, and all of them remind me of when i was in lower sec. there is a point of time i felt so stuck, there is a point of time i felt like im soaring. now, i feel im a turtle. so much details that you need to look into. and gotta take one step at a time. recently, when im doing my QT, i will think of the past, the very first day i decide to walk with God. the first time i experienced God. the first time i prayed, the first time i had my revelation. the times in church. how through the walk, i have changed as compared to the days before im saved. all the scenes just flashed through my mind that holds me on. the dream i had that convicted me to renew my commitment. the visions God revealed to me. it keeps me on. i still remember the days when i was still an integration, and i was in the service. i just felt like crying during worship but i hold back my tears. thinking im strong and im crazy. today, im indeed crazy. but crazy for Jesus. certainly, there are just times we feel like giving up. times we feel down. but how we face it and overcome it determines the difference between you and me. this season: putting words into actions. stop using mouth. use our actions. with our heart. the longest distance on earth is between your head and your heart. i believe what we do should start from our heart first. when our heart is right, you start it right. so much in my heart. turning burdens into visions. turining visions to reality. just keep praying. be steady. hold on. when countries are torn by war, and blood filled their land. their homes are destroyed, their tears run like rivers. their ears are bombarded with screams and bombing. they see no future because they see no hope. they taste bitterness and they touched the decomposing wounds on them. they smell nothing but smoke. the atmosphere is filled with tension and fear, that never goes away. fighter planes fly passed their head, tanks drove passed them. they run upon hearing the sound of marching boots. when they see their family lying on the floor motionless, they just sit beside them. they don't worry for tomorrow, but they worry for the next minute. all they yearn for, is just a sense of peace in their heart. the peace they are willing to lay their life down for. |