The Race.



today is mother's day! i made a card ok! once in a blue moon i make card. hahahhaa. is make, not write ok. but turn out not very nice though. i shall buy something for my mom too.



today celebrated Chiwen's birthday together with cafe ministry. you can never guess what we bought for her. dumplings. you know, shui jiao? fried plus steam ones okay. and it tasted quite nice. HAHA. aww. siew mai were sold out. or we will habe bought her 18 siew mai. its her fav. =) recently, i found alot of friends who love to yum cha. yeahh! we shall go buffet one day together. so happy to see my captain wong happy. HAHA. yes, i will buy her more gel.



then we just hang around. wanted to go home earlier but Sylvia, Chiwen and i just talk talk talk. then i stayed longer. haha. Leon joined us. church was quite quiet. everyone went home to accompany their moms. we chatted and share. quite amazing.



then i read Ivan's blog just now. he mentioned how people leave and just turn away like this. leaving this race, leaving His house. that was what the few of us were sharing about. about how during sometimes, we did have thoughts of leaving this race too. thank God, He pulled me back. and pulled us back. or not, we wont have such wonderful cafe crews. =) how we see people leave, our hearts starts to ache.



i came home and cant wait to do my QT. remember the days of discouragements espescially when JC just started. the days we worried our leaders. the days of Ignite and Vbs. the day we serve happily in His house. the lowest points of my life. the highest points of my life. my God, my leaders and friends were there for me. what more can i ask for.



like Jieru, who helps us in econs weekly even when she is so busy. like how i run to Chiwen when sometime there is no one doing cafe duty and she always frustrates with me and squeeze our minds together for solutions. and doing clean-up with her when no one does. and everytime i face with a problem or something, Lynette like seems to know it and will preach about it in CG or heart to heart. it quite amazing. like how Dominic talk to me, just a word, hello, from him, brightens my day.



i wrote down a list of my own prayers. it was really long. but im gonna stick it right on the wall. =) remind myself of my vision, my convictions. because at the very end of the day, whatever i do, it is all about Jesus.



i am never ashamed of my own faith, and i shall never be. you laugh. but i am nothing with Him.




go to go sleep. finished chionging my GPP. though not 100% completely edited. oh well. i got thousands of photos to upload!