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My name is ANG.ZHILIN.Turning 18 this year.Loving heartofGodchurch and D5.studying in nyjc 0832! |
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Never Before. went to the hospital to visit my uncle and grandfather yesterday night. didnt knew it will be so serious. thought my uncle only have some minor problems and had a minor operation. the nurse told us he was admitted into the ICU. i nearly faint on the spot. in dramas, ICU sound real serious. i never been to the ICU ward before. i went in and walk down the corridor, my eyes totally shocked me. seeing many of the patients, having tubes all over and bandages here and there. they looked fragile and weak. i could see the pain in their face even though they might be sleeping. my heart just froze. glad that im still able to jump and laugh. it is obviously totally different from what i see from the tv. the nurses and like forever busy. the doctors too. the place was totally quiet. i felt their agony. i cant imagine all the tubes all over me. i saw my uncle. the second time i feel like fainting. i thought i walked into the wrong room. he looked different. i will never walk into the ICU again. its scary. on the other hand, my grandfather looked okay. supposedly to be discharged today. school is still okay. will really miss P1 after i leave. =( late for school today. everything turns out to be so funny. im going on 17. thats fast. my life after 13 seems to speed up. CNY is coming. yeah! well, for so many years i really dont like going on house visitation. duh. this year is gonna be different. Bring me to my knees. |