my first week of lectures ended. felt so bad. i slept almost every lectures. or i stone. i shall be a good girl from next week onwards and listen and study. =)





anyway, had heart to heart session today. felt really impacted. Responsibilities. it stir something in my heart. i realise there is so so much things for me to learn and improve. many things is on my hand and sometime, am i responsible enough. i need to take a step out. step out to see and to do. God spoke clearly to me, their salvation is clearly also my responsible. im going in no matter what. God spoke to me; to give and to serve, with a humble heart. during service, the fear of the Lord did set in me. He is the biggest, nothing is bigger than Him.



its a brand new year and i am looking forward to everything and anything that is going to happen. i know this whole year its gonna be different from the last one. a whole new level.


on the way back home, plugged in my mp3 phone. a thought came into my mind and thats was what Pastor How said, it is worth everthing to go back right to the beginning when i first know Him. right from the start. the very first day.


how i love to sing about You.


i do not know what lies right in front of me now. but i want to continue walking down the road, together with You, Lord.