common tests week. i got back my sciences. and it sucks. i didnt expect it. im wondering if i had spent enough efforts to study. i did study okays. but my results show the opposite. why?! feel so heavy. feel so lost. feel like giving up.


okays. three more months. three more months before i return to my slacker life. i must hang on. and i must not run away from all the troubles.


its scary to look at the clock. the faster the time past, the nearer you are to your Os. you really hope that you are a robot, dont need to eat and sleep so you can save time to study. or maybe you wanna be someone with IQ 200 and photogenic memory. a glance of your textbook and you can memorise everything in it. i just hope to be everything.


okays. dont the stress overcome you. stress is a monster. i can use my magic wand and make it disappear. i really wish to. then, yesterday, i lost the battle to this terrible monster. and felt so embarrased in school.